Some Days

 

Some days I want to just crawl under a rock.
Some days I wish I could flick a switch and turn the world off.
Some days I’m neither here nor there.
Some days I really just don’t care.
Some days I give up, I just want to quit.
Some days I just don’t give a ….
Some days I rage. Some days I vent.
Some days my mind feels like it’s in constant torment.

Some days I want to close the blinds and sit in the dark.
Some days it feels like everything around me falls apart.
Some days I wish I could scream and shout but not be heard.
Some days I want to keep to myself and not utter a word.
Some days I want to cry out: What the hell is wrong with me?
Some days I sit in fear of what the answer could be.
Some days I need a hug. Some days I need a smile.
Some days I just need someone to listen for a while.

Some days I plug into music to ease my mind.
Some days I watch a movie in hopes to pass the time.
Some days I plunge into a book to provide an escape.
Some days I fail to love anything, and all I do is hate.
Some days I want to run away and hide.
Some days a little part of me dies inside.
Some days I laugh. Some days I cry.
Some days are filled with both and I don’t know why.

Some days I feel like a deserted island would be my best home.
Some days I want to be on my own and totally left alone.
Some days I’m full of anger, frustration, and aggression.
Some days I let go of all those but still sink down in depression.
Some days I look in the mirror, and I hate who I see.
Some days I wonder if anyone could ever accept me.

Some days I feel like throwing everything away and calling it quits.
But I know that some day….
One day….
I will get passed all of it, and I won’t feel like this.

 


Copyright © 2012 Andrew Hildreth

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Fiction writer. Vinyl collector. Coffee drinker. Book reader. Music lover. Neat freak. Bookworm. Introvert. Thinker. Poet. ISTJ. View all posts by HandHeldWriter

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